Saturday, April 30, 2016

The Horse Farm - Chapter 2-43

Douglas was remarkably broad-shouldered for a man who stood five-foot-seven with shoes. He was dressed in white slacks and a navy polo shirt embroidered with the name of a golf tournament that he once attended. 

Douglas' straight brown hair was trimmed flawlessly in a prep school fashion, a logical choice for a man who despite having never gone to private school spent his brief but storied career mingling with those who did. 

His chiseled features looked more gaunt and weathered than Terri had remembered, tell tale signs of the rigors of prison life. His voice was as calm as it was unnerving. "I needed to see you."

Terri leaned and whispered quickly into Louise's ear: "Go inside! Call Frank!"

"Hi, Louise!" Douglas called out with a disturbing cheerfulness as Louise dashed toward the house. She didn't look back. "Bye, Louise!"

Terri stood her ground anxiously. "Why are you here, Douglas?"

"I just wanted to talk to you, Peaches."

"I told you not to call me that Douglas, a long time ago. Remember?"

"I remember." 

"You should have called."

"I tried," he said. "I couldn't get through."

"I'd been at work all day, Douglas. I have meetings with clients."

"And you've been staying with Louise. Why?" he demanded.

"That's not important, Douglas. Tell my why you came here."

"I told you, I tried to call," he explained. "I thought that maybe you blocked my number."

"You know I didn't do that, Douglas!" she insisted. "I would never do that to you."

"How am I supposed to know that?"

Douglas was leaning forward now in aggressive posture. His jaw was tense; his head, cocked slightly to the left. Douglas was solidly built, compact yet powerful, and his temper was legendary. Terri knew instinctively that her best bet was to keep him calm and talking.

"I didn't block it back then," she assured him. "I'm not going to do it now."

Douglas stared at Terri as he thought over her words. "You did change your number."

"That wasn't for you, Douglas," she explained. "You know that sometimes I run into some creep while I'm working. I have to be careful."

"Tell me the creep's name, and I'll take care of it."

"No, you won't take care of it, Douglas. It was a long time ago, and it doesn't matter. Now, tell me why you're here."

Terri controlled her breath and kept herself as relaxed as possible, but it wasn't easy. Douglas was visibly upset.

"I don't know what's going on anymore."

"Tell me what happened, Douglas."

"I tried to call Brad."

"Brad Marston?" Terri asked.

"Yeah."

Terri remembered Marston, one of Douglas' friends from college. He was a big, likable guy who received full tuition on a football scholarship. He and Douglas were members of the same fraternity, and both went to work in Washington after graduation. 

Terri had seen Brad at fundraisers and other formal events.  He and Douglas seemed like an odd pair. Brad was a head taller, jovial and boisterous. Douglas was reserved to the point of rudeness. He seethed with envy and a cunning determination to get ahead at any cost. Eventually, his ambition cost him his career and his freedom.

"Tell me what happened to Brad."

"I don't know," Douglas muttered. "Somebody got to him."

"What do you mean, Douglas? What do you mean, 'somebody got to him'? Is Brad okay?"

"I... I don't know, Terri. I called his office. They said he's not there anymore. I can't reach him on his cell. His home number is disconnected."

"Did he move?" Terri asked.

"I... I don't think so."

"Doug, maybe he just changed jobs," Terri suggested. "Maybe everything's okay."

Douglas seemed lost, deflated. What Terri had mistaken earlier for anger now looked more like depression. She felt an impulse to comfort him but resisted; it would be unwise to stir up old emotions.

"How can I help you?"

Douglas turned sharply to see Walter standing a few paces to his right. The descending sun lit Walter's shoulder-length hair from behind making him look like a tall Jesus with a rolling suitcase.

Douglas' response was characteristically abrasive: "Nobody asked for your help, pal."

Walter stood motionless as he assessed the situation. Terri's body language conveyed discomfort and possibly concern. He studied Douglas carefully. His judo training taught him not to underestimate the power of a smaller adversary, plus there's always the potential for a weapon to be present.

Douglas continued: "We're just having a private conversation here."

"A private conversation in my yard," Walter said flatly.

Douglas looked toward Terri: "This guy lives here?" She didn't respond.

"Hey, Walt!" A lean, well-tanned man in his forties walked toward them from the house next door. The man was carrying a small package. He had a crew cut.

Walter called back to the man: "Hey, Jay!"

"Angie signed for a package while you were away," Jay said. 

"Yeah, I think that's for Louise," Walter confirmed.

"Who's your friend?" Jay inquired.

Walter attempted to facilitate the introduction: "This is..."

"Douglas," said the stranger, identifying himself.

Jay extended a hairy forearm decorated with a prominent tattoo of a heart and a sword. "Hi, Doug! I'm Jay!"

Douglas shook Jay's hand but said nothing.

"I think you've met Walter," Jay said calmly.

Douglas glanced toward Walter, but neither of them initiated a handshake.

"Terri," Jay said in a deep baritone voice, "Louise needs to see you inside for a minute." 

Terri looked nervous.

"Don't worry, Doug," Jay said assuringly, "I'll have her back in just a minute."

Walter saw the fear in Terri's eyes. "It's okay!" he assured her. "Doug and I are just gonna chat until you get back."

Jay took Terri by the arm and led her swiftly toward the house. She walked without making a sound.

"Where's your car, Doug?" Walter asked.

"It's..." Douglas turned and pointed down the street, "...the gray one."

"Chrysler 300!" Walter said with enthusiasm. "I love those."

"Yeah, it's pretty good."

"Lot's of power!" Walter observed. "Hey, why don't we walk over that way before the rest of my neighbors come out to see what's going on?"

Walter and Douglas walked slowly toward the Chrysler.

"I'd invite you in," Walter said diplomatically, "but I have a big presentation in the morning, and I've got hours of work to prepare. You know how it is?"

"Yeah, I know," said Douglas.

"Luckily, the girls have a hair appointment, so I'll get some peace and quiet."

Douglas said nothing.

"Maybe give us a call, sometime," Walter offered. "We'll set something up."

"Yeah, okay."

Walter extended his hand as they reached the car. "It was good to meet you."

Douglas shook Walter's hand quickly and walked around to the driver's door.

"Drive safely!" said Walter.

Douglas started the engine, drove to the end of the street, made a left turn and disappeared. 

Walter began to walk back toward the house but stopped as a shining black Chevrolet Suburban sped down the street and stopped beside him. Francisco jumped out of the Suburban as soon as it stopped moving. "Where is he?"

"Where's who?" Walter asked.

"Douglas Fenn-Creighley."

"Ah, he's gone," Walter said. "Left a minute ago in a silver Chrysler 300."

"Where's Terri?" Francisco demanded.

"She's inside," Walter said calmly. "Everything's okay."

Walter pointed toward the black Chevy. "What did you do, buy that thing off of the Secret Service?"

Francisco stared at Walter. "I don't have time for this."

Walter's tone became elevated quickly. "Well, maybe you have time to tell me who that fuck wad was and what he was doing at my house."

Francisco took a breath and relaxed slightly. "Okay, his name is Douglas..."

"I got that much already," Walter interrupted.

"He's Terri's ex," Francisco explained. "He's been causing trouble."

Walter pondered asking Francisco why he hadn't been made aware of this situation, but he decided to let it go. 

"Come inside," Walter suggested. "She's gonna need to see you."







  
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Sunday, April 10, 2016

The Horse Farm - Chapter 2-42

The late afternoon sun cast a halo-like rim around Louise's blond hair. Terri pulled the car up to the curb. "All finished with work?"

"Yep, all set!" Louise was wearing a beige sweater over a rose blouse and a conservative gray skirt with a fine checkered pattern. The skirt directed attention toward her toned lower legs. "Thanks for picking me up!"

Terri glanced for a second toward Louise's legs and chuckled when she saw the pink and blue running shoes. "That's my girl!" she exclaimed, "all about comfort!"

"Nothing wrong with comfort!"

"Agreed," Terri said. "And besides, I sort of had to pick you up, since I dropped you off this morning." 

Terri wore a fitted black suit with a bright red dress shirt, expensive pumps and an intricate gold necklace. She wanted to be taken seriously at the office; powerful outfits helped to offset the impact of her rakish looks.

"I could have gotten a ride," Louise mused.

"From whom?"

Louise thought for a second. "Good point! I just hope that this isn't too much trouble for you."

"No trouble at all!" 

"Well, I want you to know that I really appreciate it - the ride, taking care of me last night. You didn't have to do that."


"It was my pleasure, Lou!" Terri gushed in a moment of atypical warmth. "I'm so glad that you called."


"I hope Francisco wasn't upset." 

"Why would he be upset?"

"Well, I kind of stole you away from your date."

"Okay... first of all, it wasn't a date," Terri explained. "And you didn't steal me away; I came over because I wanted to. He's very supportive about stuff like that."

"Ah, that's so nice!" Louise noted genuinely. "Are you going to see him tonight?"

"Well, that depends."

"On what?"

"On whether you still need me."

"No!" Louise exclaimed. "No, seriously! I'm okay."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, positive. So, anyway, how was your day?"

"Um, my day was fine," Terri replied, "but I'm not the one who's embroiled in a romantic office entanglement."

"Oh my God!" Louise blurted out with a look of shock on her face.

"Well?" Terri prodded.

"Well, what?"

"Well, you know what! What happened?"

"Nothing happened!" Louise insisted.

"Nothing?"

"Nothing."

"You didn't see the guy once?" Terri asked. "All day?"

"Well, I mean he was there. He happens to work there."

"And you happened to have a date with him last night, so ... ?"

"Okay, like, it wasn't a date!" Louise protested.

"You met for drinks," Terri clarified. "What would YOU call it?"

"Um, meeting for a drink."

"Okay," Terri muttered.

"I mean, lots of people meet for drinks."

"Yeah, lots of people you didn't have sex with."

"Terri!"

"Okay, I'm sorry! I'm just pointing out that this guy has ... a particular place in your life ... and things between you are ..."

"What?" Louise fumed. "Tawdry?"

"I was just going to say 'complicated'."

"Okay, well it's not complicated. We work together."

"Give me a break, Louise!"

"Okay, well, I saw him. In a meeting."

"And you guys didn't talk?"

"It was a meeting."

"AFTER the meeting?"

"He just asked if I thought the place where we went was okay."

"Ah, such the gentleman!" Terri said wryly.

"You're being a bitch!"

Terri glared at her. "Look, Lou! Last night you were crying and saying that you thought you might need to break up with Walter just because you had a drink with this guy. So don't try to convince me that this means nothing."

Louise sat quietly. Terri could tell that she was about to cry again.

"Ah, I'm sorry, Lou," Terri said softly. "I shouldn't have sad that."

"No, you're right!" Louise sobbed. "I'm an idiot."

"You're not an idiot, Louise. You have feelings. And this guy brings out those feelings."

"In the worst possible way," Louise said wiping a tear from her face. "And at the worst possible times."

Terri felt badly now for pushing Louise to talk about Antonio. "You know, maybe I should stay with you again tonight."

"No, I'll be okay," Louise said pulling a tissue from her purse. "Walter will be back later."

"What time's he getting home?"

"I don't know. I forgot to check when his flight lands."

"Mmm, okay!" Terri acknowledge. "So I'll just stop by for a minute and pick up my things. But if you need me..."

"Yeah, you should probably go see Frank," Louise smiled. "He needs you."

Terri laughed. "Don't worry about him. He has a way of getting what he wants."

"Yeah, tell me about it, slut!"

"I'm going to kill you!"

"I'm just kidding!" Louise said with a mischievous smile.

"You'd better be!" Terri scolded. "Here I am trying to make you feel better!"

"Well, that didn't work out so well, did it?"

Terri smiled and shook her head. "Okay, drama queen! You're on you own from now on."

"Oh, speaking of on my own, what are you doing tomorrow." Louise seemed happier now, more energetic. The storm had apparently passed.

"Tomorrow? Friday?" Terri clarified.

"Yeah."

Terri realized that Louise had something in mind. "I don't know. What are we doing tomorrow?"

"Well, some people from the office are going out...."

"And by people from the office, you mean Antonio."


"Among others."


"Lou, you know that's not a good idea."


"Yeah, but if you're there with me..."


"It's still not a good idea," Terri insisted. "What about Walter? He's been away all week. Don't you want to see him?"

"It's kind of a special outing," Louise confided. "A dance thing."

"Oh, that's right! Lover boy's a big dancer."

"No comment!"

"None needed! Okay, so I'm going to be spending my Friday night playing chaperone."


"Never mind! Forget I mentioned it!"


"No, it's okay, Lou. Let me just talk to Frank about it, but I should be able to go."


"You don't have to."

"Lou, you asked me to go, and I'm going to try to go, okay? Besides, do you really think it's a good idea to go to this thing yourself?"

Louise didn't respond, but she knew that Terri was right.


"And you're home!" Terri announced.


"Thanks again for the ride!" Louise said. "And thanks for considering tomorrow. It would mean a lot to me."


"It's okay, Lou. I'm just gonna come in and pick up my makeup. I think I left it here this morning."


"Okay, sure! Do you want something to eat?"

"No, that's okay. I'll probably get something later with Francisco."

Terri turned off the engine put her keys in her purse. She asked Louise: "Forget anything?"

"No, I have everything in my bag."

Terri locked the car remotely as they walked toward a house with a well-groomed lawn.

The voice came from behind them, a pleasant but menacing drawl that they had each heard too many times before. 

"Hi, Peaches!"

Terri turned around sharply and looked back toward the parked car.

"Douglas! What are you doing here?"










  
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Wednesday, March 9, 2016

The Horse Farm - Chapter 2-41

The rain was still falling when Louise dashed from Antonio's car into her own. "Gross!" she exclaimed as she pulled the door shut and wiped the water from her forehead. She set her purse on the floor, slipped out of her jacket and hung it carefully on the back of the passenger seat. 

Louise started the engine, turned on the wipers and headlights, and switched the fan to the Defrost setting. She waved to Antonio; he waved back and pulled away.

Louise took a deep breath and let herself relax back into the driver's seat. The air in the car had a moist, fresh smell. She gazed past the raindrops and the wipers that struggled to keep the windshield clear. Her thoughts weren't focused. She felt an urge to call Terri but decided against it.

"Terri has her own problems," she thought to herself. "Besides, she's probably with Francisco."

Calling Jo was out of the question. Those feelings were too raw. Louise couldn't even think about her. The conversation with Antonio brought it all back, her own infidelity and Walter's counter-infidelity with her close friend. 

"God, what a mess!" Louise said to herself out loud.

The windows were relatively clear now; the Defrost setting was working. Louise checked traffic carefully in both directions and pulled out of the space. 

Louise thought over her conversation with Antonio as she waited for the traffic signal to change. She felt remarkably tranquil, almost as though they had met for sex instead of a drink. 

Seeing him again was surreal after all that had happened. Thankfully, she still felt comfortable in his presence. He showed no animosity toward her despite the harshness of the breakup and the unfortunate way that he had found out about Walter. 

Louise always enjoyed listening to Antonio; she liked to watch his eyes and hands as he let his thoughts flow. The accent and the imperfect English were cute, but the appeal ran deeper that that. He was expressive and open. He didn't seem to fear the judgment of others. He just said what he wanted to say with confidence, at least to the degree that he could while communicating in a second language. This directness was one of the qualities that had attracted her in the beginning. He always made her feel at ease. It's probably why she fell in love with him.

Louise reached over and powered on the radio. She dialed down to the jazz channel at the lower end of the FM dial. Jazz is the perfect soundtrack for introspection - the warm chords of the guitar, the breathy urgency of a wailing saxophone. Jazz expresses emotion without the distraction of words. It raises the spirit and makes you feel as though you're floating toward heaven.

And it does this very well until an ad for an online dating service comes on and kills the mood. 

"God damn it!" shrieked Louise as she slammed the radio's power button with her fist.

Louise suddenly felt an uncomfortable tension tugging at her face. She choked back the urge to cry as she dialed Terri.

The phone rang several before Terri answered. "Hey, Lou, are you okay?"

"Hey, I'm so sorry!"

"No, it's okay, what's up?"

Louise began to cry. "I think I'm just really upset."

"Lou, were are you? Are you driving?"

"Yes," she sobbed.

"Well, maybe you should pull over."

"It's okay, I'm almost home."

"Do you want to call me when you get there and tell me what happened?"

"Okay," Louise sobbed.

"Louise, is Walter back?" Terri asked.

"No. Tomorrow."

"Hang on a sec." Terri covered the phone. Louise could hear muffled voices in the background. "Louise, I'm coming over."

Louise started to regain some of her composure. "Are you with Francisco?"

"Yeah," Terri answered. "But it's okay. It sounds like you need to talk."

"No, you should..."

"It's okay, Lou. I'm gonna come over and stay with you tonight."

"Are you sure?"

"It's okay, Lou. Really!"

"Okay."

"All right, listen," Terri instructed. "I want you to hang up and drive very carefully. It's raining hard."

"Okay."

"And I'll see you in a little while."

"Okay," Louise said softly. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry, Lou. Just get home safely."

"Okay."

"Okay, bye!"

"Bye!"












  
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Monday, March 7, 2016

The Horse Farm - Chapter 2-40

Antonio jumped to his feet as Louise rose from the table. "Here, let me help you with your coat."

"Thank you," she acknowledged gently.

Antonio opened his walled and placed two twenty-dollar bills on the table. "I'll walk you to your car."

"Don't you need change?"

"No, that should be about right."

They walked toward the door. Louise turned toward Antonio as he reached for the handle: "You don't have to come with me."

"It's okay," he assured her. "I want to hit the gym and then get back to my room in time for the match."

"Soccer?" she asked.

"Football."

"Football ... right!" she mused with a grin.

Antonio opened the door for her.

"Oh, God! It's raining!" Louise cried.

"Wow! It really is!"

"I didn't bring an umbrella!"

"Where are you parked?" he asked.

"I'm way out there!" She pointed toward the far end of the lot. "There weren't any spaces closer when I arrived."

"I'll drive you to your car. I'm parked right here." Antonio motioned toward a black, late-model Mustang.

"Are you sure?"

"Sure, I'm sure!" he insisted. "Come on!"

Without hesitation, he dashed out into the pouring rain and opened the passenger door for her. Louise raced toward the car holding her purse over her head. Antonio walked briskly toward the driver's side and let himself in.

"Oh, no! You're soaked!"

"We're both soaked," he said with a matter of fact tone. "Bad timing, I guess!"

The comment implied multiple meanings in Louise's mind. "Yeah, I guess!"

The Mustang's V-8 engine roared as Antonio pressed the accelerator pedal. Louise's eyes opened widely. "Oh, this car is so YOU!"

"Do you like it?"

"It sounds nice," she observed. "And it doesn't leak."

"Have you ridden in a Mustang before?"

"In high school, I think. - Don't tell my mom."

"Well, they're a lot more powerful now," Antonio boasted.

"I rode in a Ferrari once. That was pretty powerful."

"Wow! when was that?"

"Another story for another time." Louise pointed to a car as they drove slowly down the row. "This is me."

Antonio pulled into the space adjacent to Louise's. "There! You will not have to walk too far!"

"I can't believe there are so many spaces now!" she grumbled. She realized that she sounded irritated. "I'm sorry for complaining."

"It's okay," he assured her. "No one likes getting caught in the rain."

"Anyway, thanks for the ride!"

"My pleasure!"

"Geez, it's still coming down!"

"Probably, it will slow down in a minute," he said. "Hey, listen..."

Louise turned toward him. She felt uneasy about what he might say.

"I'm sorry about the Friday thing," Antonio said. "I didn't intend to upset you."

"It's okay," Louise said calmly. "She just blurted it out at a stressful moment."

"Beth?"

"Yeah."

"She seems pretty excited to go," Antonio noted.

"Yeah, because she has a thing for you!"

"I don't think so."

"Oh, yeah! Totally!"

"Well, it's okay because I don't have a thing for her."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I am sure, Louisa."

"You're sure that you're not looking to hook up with somebody this time."

"Well, I wasn't looking to hook up with her."

"Oh! My! God!" Louise exclaimed with a look of contemptuous disbelief on her face.

"I'm sorry. That didn't mean ... it wasn't what it sounded like," Antonio said sheepishly.

"Well, it sounded pretty bad!"

"Entiendo. Really. I'm sorry. I just meant..." He paused for a moment.

"You meant...?"

"I meant that I am not attracted to Beth, not even a little bit. Okay?"

"You're sure?"

"Louisa, I told you that I am sure."

"I mean, are you sure that that's what you meant?"

"Ah, you are playing games with me now!" Antonio complained playfully. "You know that my English is not that good."

"Okay, just checking," Louise said as she reached for the door handle.

"Why don't you come with us?" he asked.

"Come where?"

"El viernes," he suggested. "Friday - come to dance. It will be fun."

Louise cringed. "I don't think that's a good idea."

"Why isn't it a good idea?" Antonio realized that was pressing her a bit, but with his smile he let her know that he wasn't trying to be pushy. "You can bring your boyfriend."

"Oh, that's an even worse idea!" Louise blurted out with a look of shock on her face.

"Oh, so he knows about me."

"No," she explained. "He doesn't know about ... anything. But I don't really want him asking questions either, do you know what I mean?"

"Entiendo. Está bien."

"And besides, dancing really isn't his thing."

"Okay, well, it was just a thought," Antonio said.

"And it was a nice thought," she said. "Now, I have to get home."

"Sí!"

"And you have to go to the gym."

"Yes!" He said with a smile.

"And watch your football game."

"Soccer game!"

"Oh, don't try to pull that one mister!" she scolded.

Louise looked into Antonio's eyes. She had an overwhelming urge to kiss him in that moment. He lips were parted and her heart was racing. If she had known for certain that he was feeling the same way, she might have gone for it. But neither of them made a move. The moment passed.

"Thanks again for the ride," she said as she unlatched the door.

"Thank you for meeting me."










  
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Sunday, March 6, 2016

The Horse Farm - Chapter 2-39

Quebracho was located near the corner of a large, L-shaped shopping center. The parking lot was busy and most of the spaces were taken. Louise parked near the far end of the lot and walked past two other restaurants, a gym, and a row of specialty shops.

"It figures that I couldn't even find a good space!" she muttered.

A bouncer in a black suit stood beside a double door of dark wood and faux iron work. He pulled one of the doors open as Louise arrived. She wondered whether he was going to ask her for identification, but he didn't.

Antonio was sitting to Louise's left at a table across from the bar. He smiled and rose to his feet; his slender six-foot two-inch frame and raven hair turned a few heads.

"You were right!" Louise exclaimed.

"About what?" Antonio asked while slipping Louise's jacket gently from her shoulders. 

"It is a nice bar!"

"I'm glad that you think so," he said, relaxing a bit. "And listen! No tango music!" 

Louise let out a laugh. "I guess you were right about that, too!" she said with a beaming smile.

A muscular waiter approached the table. "What can I get for you, Miss?"

"Malbec? Not too dry?"

"Right away!" Louise glanced at the waiter's body as he walked away. "Maybe he belongs to the gym next door," she thought to herself.

"Thank you for coming," Antonio said.

"You know I always come for you," Louise teased with a wink.

"Oh, well, your sense of humor hasn't changed!"

"Sorry!" Louise said, now feeling mildly embarrassed. "I just couldn't waste a setup like that."

"I'll have to be more careful," Antonio said with a grin.

Louise glanced around the room. The dark wood had an aged look. A staircase with a decorative iron railing led to a second level with additional tables. A series of black and white photos lined the walls.

"Is that Buenos Aires?" she asked.

"Yes," Antonio answered without much emotion.

"You couldn't find a place with pictures of Montevideo?" she joked.

"You know, I have tried!"

"That's what this town needs," Louise remarked. "A good Uruguayan restaurant."

"Indeed!"

They shared a brief and nervous laugh.

"Malbec for the lady," said the waiter as he placed the glass before Louise. "Would you like a refill, sir?"

"I'm okay for now," Antonio responded. The waiter moved on and took glasses from another table into the back.

"What are you drinking?" Louise asked directly.

"A Sauvignon Blanc from Chile."

"That sounds refreshing!"

"Yeah, but now that I think of it, I should have gotten the Malbec."

"Would you like a taste?" Louise asked.

"No, that's okay. I don't like to mix red and white."

"I'll drink to that!" Louise raised her glass, and Antonio responded in kind.

"Okay, so why are we here again?" Louise asked.

"I don't remember," Antonio said. "I think you asked me to have a drink with you."

"No, you asked me to have a drink with YOU!"

"I did?"

"I think so?"

"Maybe you're right," Antonio conceded. "Or maybe I'm just drinking too much."

"That can happen," Louise observed.

"So, anyway, I wanted to say that I'm sorry for snapping at you the other night."

"You didn't snap," Louise countered. "You were being honest. I think that if anyone should apologize it's me."

"No apology necessary," Antonio insisted. "Not between us."

"That's sweet, Antonio. But, obviously, this situation bothered you."

"You could say that."

"Well, again, whether you think it's necessary or not, I do apologize for hurting you."

"Thank you," he paused for a moment. "I understand. I do. Things between us..."

"...kind of happened fast," she said, completing his thought.

"Yes," he agreed. "Very fast."

"And at the time, I don't think that I realized that it was going to turn into something serious."

"Entiendo. No digas más..."

"I should have told you," she insisted.

"I guess so," Antonio pondered. "But then, maybe things would have been different. Or maybe they would have been the same."

"Do you think so?"

"It's hard to say. It's in the past."

"I know," she said. "I just don't think that you would have been interested..."

"I was interested in you from the day that we met," Antonio confided.

Louise's heart raced. "Really?"

"Yes. I still remember thinking ... that I shouldn't be thinking what I was thinking. Does that make sense in English?"

"Yes, it makes sense," she said. "Because I felt the same way. I even told my friends and ..."

Louise stopped. She realized that she had just admitted more than the should have.

"And what did they say?"

"Well, it was obviously a complicated situation," Louise explained.

"I understand."

"I mean, they didn't discourage me from getting to know you - since they knew how I was feeling. But they didn't want me to get hurt, either."

"It sounds as though your friends are very understanding."

"Yes and no," she muttered thinking about Jo and the night that she had spent with Walter. Louise still felt partially responsible; she had been with Antonio that evening.

"Are you okay?" Antonio asked.

"Yeah. Let's just not talk about that anymore."

"Okay," he agreed. "But, now, things are good with you ... and the guy?"

"Walter," Louise asked. "Yes, things are fine."

"Well, I am relieved to hear that everything returned to normal."

"Normal," Louise thought to herself. "Nothing about my life is normal." 

Things hadn't been normal since the day that this dashing man had first walked into her life. She was fascinated from the first day, not just with his looks, but with his gentle voice and cultured manner. Despite her best intentions, she fell in love, deeply in love, and she sensed that he felt the same for her.

When he returned home at the end of his assignment, she cried for two months - every day - and never let on to Walter that she was heartbroken. That's not normal. It was torture. And when things finally seemed to be getting back on track, she discovered that Walter had had affair with one of her closest friends.

"None of this is normal!" Louise thought. "It all started with him! He's sitting right in front of me, and he doesn't know any of this. Should I tell him? Should I open up and be honest? My God, he'll think that I'm a crazy person. I'll probably get fired."

"Louisa?" Antonio asked.

"Huh?"

"¿Estás bien? Are you okay?"

"I'm ... I'm good. Sorry! The wine ... the wine is really good!"

"Would you like some more?"

"No," Louise decided. "I think maybe I should probably go. Is that okay?"

"It's fine," Antonio insisted. "I'm glad that we were able to talk."

"Yeah! Me, too! It was nice."










  
'The Horse Farm'
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